思念是一种病

** for thoese who dun knw mandarin.. tis song mainly is about the Love of a guy toward some 1 that he once loved so much.. He cried when he sing this song.  ( HE SAID THIS SONG IS DEDICATE TO THE GAL THAT WE ONCE LOVE - during the life show ).
all the lyric .. every single word is my feeling.. is my guideline and it inspire me a lot.

\TEACHING  me tru the word and the rhythm. CONSOLE MY SOUL. MAKE ME DARE TO THINK.


 思念是一种病

原唱：张震岳

歌词制作：陈磊

当你在穿山越领的另一边

我在孤独的路上没有尽头

一辈子有多少的来不及

发现 已经 失去 最重要的东西

然大悟 早已远去

为何总是在犯错之后

才肯相信 错的是自己

他们说这就是人生 试着体会

试着忍住眼泪 还是躲不开应该有的情绪

我不会奢求世界停止转动

我知道逃避一点都没有用

只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里

还是会想起 难忘的事情 

我想我的思念是一种病

久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越领的另一边

我在孤独的路上没有尽头

时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸

却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

汲汲营营 忘记身边的人需要爱的关心

借口总是拉远了距离 不知不觉 无声无息

我们总是在抱怨事与愿违 却不愿意回头看看自己

想想自己 到底做了甚么蠢事情

也许是上帝给我一个试炼

只是这伤口需要花点时间

只是会想念 过去的一切

那些人事物 会离我远去

而我们终究也会远离 变成回忆

当你在穿山越领的另一边

我在孤独的路上没有尽头

时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸

却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

Oh 思念是一种病

Oh 思念是一种病

一种病

( THE TEACHING , THE WORD THAT ADVISE THE SOUL , THE WORD THAT MAKE PPL DARE TO DREAM AGAIN )
多久没有说我爱你?

多久没有拥抱你所爱的人?

当这个世界不在那么美好

只有爱可以让他更好

我相信一切都来得及

别管那些纷纷扰扰

别让不开心的事 停下了脚步

就怕你不说 就怕你不做

别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及

当你在穿山越领的另一边

我在孤独的路上没有尽头

时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸

却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

当你在穿山越领的另一边

我在孤独的路上没有尽头

时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸

却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

Oh 思念是一种病

Oh 思念是一种病

一种病

":陈磊收藏※送给心爱的云"

( copy the style of the person who prepare the lyric ) 

“林暐送给心爱的嫣”

之所以放林暐因为家父。。 本有意给我取个双字名，I personally feel this sound * YENG*
( say about him..* i cannot stop my tear Dropping in my heart ,He is an awesome DAD. he can share all the part and parcel of ur life.. guide u . be ur fren.. punish u when u r wrong , make u a better person..

yet it remind me of her again.. the gal that is so so special to me. and the place that we being tru wif her as well. ** she is just too too special to me the Petaling Street is our Memory starting point )
Hence, this post is dedicate to the my 1st love. .the 1 that I rili love with my heart.. there is too much that we had being thru as i think. Maybe it is not easy to forget her.Cos love is not a matter of 1 - 2 day business. cos  for me ..it is like my bankruptcy.. The pain that I need to endure. and the sadness and Jealousy that i had in my heart is a lot a lot more than I can describe here.. Yet thx to the 1 that love me , Which I believe it isthe love from God .. I shud stop this.. STOP being this Freaking Emo.. and make wat is important to being left behind.. after writing this blog.. I will stop a while and continue the Life on.. * cos there is exam and pending class =P (will try to be a better student.. so that is worthy .. in her heart , in God's eyes.. and to myself.. ) 
AND so,  if she is happy and moving on , I shud MAN UP.and be the 1 that she wanna me to be.. Love is no mistake , it is just decision and choice..

So, As I knw what I want. NOW MOVE ON ,WEI WEN. STRIKE FOR IT . YOU CAN DO IT.
SINCE, THEY SAY THIS IS "LIFE" , SHUD RILI STOP CRYING AD.
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